yogaagoy

yet another revelation. this one was not spawned in the shower. it was at a much more appropriate place for revelations: yoga class.

i was in corpse pose (yes, you act like a dead person), and i was tired, and my mind was racing like a freaking nascar driver, when some force pushed these words right in my brain, overpowering all my other thoughts:

"IT'S ALL WORTH IT. YOU'RE WORTH IT."

and i was cynical at first. i know, imagine that. then i thought, "fuck. i am worth it."

then all this other weird shit started coming into my mind about a light inside myself that seems to get brighter at yoga, and then i felt a little drunk from all the body contortions.. then the lights came on, thank goodness. who knows where all the yoga-high weirdness could have led.

regardless. i am really liking all this self-liking i've been feeling lately. it's coming naturally.

mmm hmm.